frightfiction Chapter 482 Healing
Chapter 482 Healing
Although it was a joke, it has to be admitted that the adults were also moved by the children, and Wang Panpan liked the sensitive girl even more.
She also works harder in teaching, and outputs her daily life experiences in every possible way. She doesn't care whether it is something she should teach or not. As long as she thinks of something that is not harmful to others, she will explain it clearly.
"Aunt, you just told us not to meddle in other people's business, right? But didn't you also say that we should learn from Lei Feng's spirit and help others more?" When Lele heard this today, he asked curiously, quietly, as if he was a thief.
After all, the meaning of this sentence is very inconsistent with mainstream thinking.
If someone else heard it, they would think she was spreading bad things, so she confirmed it carefully.
Wang Panpan nodded. There was only Lele in front of her. She was not worried about other boys. As for her own daughter Tangtang, she was still very young. She didn't bother to take care of the little baby who was less than a month old. She wouldn't understand what she said.
But Lele is different. It is inherently more difficult for women to succeed than men. The road to success is full of setbacks, and your end may be the starting point for men.
So Wang Panpan thought selfishly that she treated Lele as her eldest daughter and definitely did not want her to suffer, so she had to teach her a harder lesson.
She seemed lost in memories.
Speak slowly: "Le Le, do you think there is something wrong with your aunt right now? If you think it is not right, then just listen to half of it, but I want to tell you a story today.
In the past, my aunt’s parents had many children, including older brothers and sisters, as well as younger brothers and sisters.
But these people may be more liked by my parents because of their personality, so my aunt may have been an unpopular child or a substandard child before.
So my aunt worked twice as hard every day and did all the dirty and tiring work, but it was considered that she should do it. Even my own sister thought that it was my business. From then on, clothes, pants, shoes, socks, and even underwear were all my business.
You see, this is the price of meddling in other people’s business.”
"Aunt, were you so stupid before?" Lele heard the corners of her mouth twitching. She thought, if she were in that environment, she would definitely not be like this.
Wang Panpan continued: "Then, when we sent people to the countryside again, everyone found a way out, whether it was a good way out or a bad way out, but they didn't want to take this unknown road.
So, I, the poor nosy little thing, became the target of everyone's bullying. No one thought it was wrong for me to go, and they even plundered everything I had, wanting me to continue to repay my family.
They have been controlling me for so long, maybe I am smarter and shouldn't listen, but I have been brainwashed.
Treat other people's affairs as your own to gain a little affection, whether it is friendship or parental love.
At that time I thought those things were true, and I could get enough recognition if I just did better.
But, they are all false and illusory."
“People’s fate is really predetermined. If you resist fate, you may get a higher price, or even eternal death.
So I suddenly came to my senses, and I realized that I should not forget to guess what other people mean, and that I should not look directly into people’s hearts.
When you say something, others have to think about it for a long time.
If someone says something, you will get annoyed a lot.
So, staying away and being a little bit colder is good for everyone."
Wang Panpan told her children her personal experience. As for whether the children could listen to her or not, it was none of her business and she had a clear conscience.
Thinking about these things now, it seems like they are just happening today, like a fairy tale.
But her entanglement and struggle in it really cost her life.
"Aunt, you've worked hard in the past. If no one loves you, then you should love yourself well. This is what grandma said and what she taught me.
My mother used to be like this, craving for the attention of my grandparents and even giving up everything for them. But none of us children liked her, and no one cared about her.
I don’t know if my mother will regret it, but as a child I will never forgive her.
Some things just don't exist, I won't force them.
In the past, I might have dreamed of joining her life, awakening her maternal love, and becoming a qualified mother.
But my mother, who couldn't wake up in the end, made me realize that many things are really uncontrollable, and the only thing we can control is ourselves in the present moment.
So, I won’t be kind without any reason.” Lele listened to a lot and took a lot to heart, and even used her own personal experience to tell Wang Panpan that she was not a good person.
Her attitude was a little uneasy. She always pretended to be a good child in front of her closest people.
Now that her true colors have been revealed, she is afraid that Wang Panpan will dislike her.
"Haha, then we are really a match made in heaven. If I were a little older, you might have become my child, but now that we know each other it is the most beautiful fate." Wang Panpan not only did not dislike it, but was even more certain.
Lele was so moved that she almost cried.
Some things were her inner nightmares, and she never wanted to recall them, for fear that once her true colors were revealed, the so-called loves would leave her.
Just thinking about it makes me feel unacceptable.
To Wang Panpan, it seems like just a trivial matter. This kind of partial attitude makes Lele very fascinated by you.
She was completely honest about herself, a little bit bad, yet a little bit sincere little girl.
Wang Panpan was very happy. The child was like a little turtle and finally decided to stick his head out.
She held the girl in her arms, offering her support.
"Aunt, I actually want to wear beautiful clothes and eat delicious food every day, but I'm afraid of being accused of being vain, so I've been controlling myself in the family compound. Even when making friends, I can't follow my own wishes.
You say, what's the point of living like that? I'm tired of being stared at every day, it's better to be here with you.
So when I heard about the holiday, I ran away." Lele expressed her thoughts in a fanciful way. She didn't come because she missed him, but more because she didn't like that kind of scene.
She always missed her childhood, but that was not true. As smart as she was, she knew what was best for her, so Wang Panpan became her first choice.
Of course, it’s also because Wang Pangpang has never disliked her.
Whether it is being a girl or various other things, she feels tolerated and respected, which is the fundamental reason why she likes this place.
"Do you feel more comfortable coming to my place? You are welcome anytime. I am the boss in our home." Wang Panpan expressed her attitude firmly.
If it were in the past, she would definitely like someone.
But isn’t it different now? Ever since these three debt collectors came to the house, Wang Panpan wished someone would come every day, even if it was just to treat them to a meal, because taking care of the children was really too troublesome.
The child cried all day long, and she didn't have a very good temper. She was even selfish and didn't want to spend all her time on the child. She would rather spend more money or materials.
But now I have to live a low-key life, I have no choice.