frightfiction Chapter 964 What are you thinking about?
Chapter 964 What are you thinking about?
“What a great name!”
Meng Wantang couldn't stop laughing after she finished speaking.
Hearing this, Lu Qingye also laughed.
Indeed, the names of their children are all very nice.
After dinner, the family decided to go home.
Xiaopang lives alone in a room.
After getting off the bus, he went back first.
At this time, I have to wash up, wash my clothes, and tidy up my bedroom before going to bed.
It is winter now.
The weather outside is very cold and it hurts my face.
All rooms have floor heating.
Xiaopang did not sleep on the bed, but spread the bedding on the ground and slept directly on the ground.
This is no different from sleeping on a kang.
Meng Wantang came in from behind with something in her hands. After entering the room, she saw that her mother had not gone to bed yet and was sitting on the sofa waiting for them.
When Lin Su saw her come in, she frowned and said, "You are such a fool. It's ok that you went out to pick up your son from school and didn't come back for dinner. But you actually came home so late. I've never seen you be so careless."
"I thought that if we had dinner at home, it would be no different from usual. I had gone to pick up Xiaopang today. I gave him a huge surprise. Double happiness would definitely be better, so I took him out for dinner. The child was tired from studying and fell asleep soon after dinner. He slept for two hours, and when he woke up, I was worried that he was still hungry, and it would be troublesome to cook at home. So, we had another meal there."
Lin Su was speechless after hearing this.
She opened her mouth but said nothing.
"I've never seen a mother like you."
Meng Wantang walked over, poured a glass of water and handed it to Lin Su: "I just follow your lead. Look at how you treat me, and I think about how you treat the children."
Lin Su wanted to give her all the good things.
Whenever she walked down the street, Lin Su would buy anything she looked at for a second.
This is the most common thing.
Whenever Lin Su heard something good from others outside, she would try to get it back to her.
She just took Xiaopang out for a meal.
Compared with Lin Su, he is nothing.
"Hey, I can't compare to you. You care about the children. I can't even think of those small details."
Lin Su thought she was very good to her daughter.
But compared to my daughter, I feel that I am really not careful enough.
"In fact, I haven't done enough. After all, no one is perfect, just like ten fingers have different lengths. But I want to do my best to make the children happy. I don't want them to think that I don't care about them because they have a sister."
Lin Su understood very well.
"In fact, our children are different from other families' children. They never fight, they just bicker occasionally. They are also very loving. The things you mentioned will never happen to them."
Lin Su is one of two sisters. She has been in poor health since childhood, and her elder sister has always taken care of her.
If her parents gave her sister a few extra things, she wouldn't mind at all.
She even thought that this was normal, and it didn't matter even if he didn't have it.
"Mom, crying children get candy." Meng Wantang leaned back on the sofa and turned to look at Lin Su. "Like Yunhe, he is a child who never cries. He doesn't fight or compete, and he helps me take care of his brother. He is still a child, but I subconsciously rely on him. It's because he is too mature and too stable. But I didn't realize how much pressure my subconscious reaction put on the child."
Meng Wantang didn't want to say that she was irresponsible. After all, children in this era are led by older ones. One leads one, one leads a group.
Almost all families are like this.
Meng Wantang could even stop thinking about these things because she knew her eldest son wouldn't care about them.
The child is sensible and doesn't care, but that doesn't mean he doesn't desire it.
There is no one who does not desire his mother's care and love, just as no one does not study hard. Even if the grades are not good, as long as there is a little progress, he hopes to get others' affirmation, encouragement and praise.
"They are all children, all my children, and my love is divided into many parts. They get very little themselves, and if I focus all my attention on the two little ones, it will be too unfair to the other older children. I just treat the children better within my ability."
She wants her children to have a good childhood.
I want to fill every child's heart with deep love. Children wrapped in love are healthy, happy, confident and strong.
Even if they encounter setbacks, they will face them optimistically instead of choosing to escape.
"I feel like you're just thinking too much. Every child is like this. There's always some bias."
Lin Su only had one child, so she gave all her love to her only daughter. As for her grandchildren, she felt that she had treated them all equally.
Meng Wantang also understands this truth, but she said: "But I want them to be happy. I want them to enjoy the happiness of their age at this age."
"Why do I feel like you seem to care too much about these children?"
Meng Wantang asked an irrelevant question.
"Then do you know why some people commit suicide?"
"And why? It must be because he encountered something and couldn't think straight."
Lin Su answered this question without even thinking about it.
"Why is she so depressed? It's because her heart is not strong enough." Meng Wantang sympathizes with those who choose to commit suicide. "For example, there was a young wife in our village whose child was only one year old. She was beaten by her husband every day. Her husband was not honest and had an affair with another woman. She couldn't stand it and left her daughter behind. She chose a crooked tree in the woods and ended her short life."
Lin Su frowned when she heard this.
"Being beaten by a man?"
"Yes. If you are beaten by a man, you have to find a way to solve the problem. This man will always sleep, right? This man will always be away from home, right? Isn't it enough to just choose to leave when he is not at home? Why did you choose the most extreme way?"
"I couldn't get over it at the time, so I died." Lin Su said.
Meng Wantang shook her head: "It's not that she couldn't think straight for a moment, but because she had problems in her heart for a long time. At a certain moment, a very small thing became the last straw that broke the camel's back, so she chose to understand herself."
Lin Su actually understood a little bit.
"So this woman must be careful when getting married and must not marry just anyone."
"But there are men and women who choose to commit suicide. And the adult world is very complicated and stressful. Soon it will become less. Children grow up day by day, and they may have their own families and careers in the blink of an eye. When they are still young, I want to tell them that their mother loves them very much, and if they encounter any problems, they must tell their mother. Their mother is their eternal support."
Lin Su gave her daughter a thumbs up, then stood up and went back to her room to rest without saying a word.
Meng Wantang looked at Lin Su's back and raised her voice and said, "Mom, I am also your strong supporter. If you are wronged outside, don't endure it. Remember to tell me. I will seek justice for you."
"No, you still have your dad. Go do what you need to do. Go spend some time with your children if you have time."
Lin Su said this, and her tone seemed stiff, but in fact, the corners of her mouth were raised in pleasure.
Human beings are inherently complex.
Some people are very fragile inside, while others are very strong inside.
Meng Wantang hopes to use her motherly love to cultivate a strong heart.
She doesn't want a white-haired person to send a black-haired person.
Meng Wantang got up and went back to her room. As soon as she went out, she saw Lu Qingye standing outside.
"Why are you standing here? Aren't you afraid of the cold? It's so cold outside, and you're still standing here."
Meng Wantang reached out and touched his face, and sure enough, his face was cold.
She held Lu Qingye's hand and pulled him back to the room quickly.
"Don't stay here, go back to bed."
Lu Qingye let her drag him back to the room without saying a word. Meng Wantang went to take a shower first, and when she came out of the shower, she urged Lu Qingye to take a shower too.
Meng Wantang was wearing pajamas and holding a newspaper in her hand, reading it attentively. She looked up when she heard footsteps.
An unintentional glance made me freeze in my tracks.
He wore a black silk dressing gown.
She bought this nightgown specially from Hong Kong City.
She never thought Lu Qingye would wear it.
After all, Lu Qingye is abroad and he is a very conservative man.
Who would have thought that, in such an unexpected situation, she would actually see Lu Qingye wearing this pajamas.
At that moment, Meng Wantang felt as if she was not in a book, but was in the world where she originally lived.
Living with a very good man.
Meng Wantang moved her body unconsciously: "Why did you take out this pajamas? Aren't you feeling cold wearing it at this time?"
The silk nightgown feels cool when worn.
Lu Qingye walked over calmly: "The temperature in the room is 25 degrees."
Meng Wantang: "..."
She forgot that the floor heating in her house was very hot.
Before that, she chose to sleep on the floor like her son, but the temperature of the floor was a bit high, so she slept on the bed.
At this time, she especially wanted to eat some cool fruits.
After eating it, I felt less hot.
"What are you looking at? Didn't you say you were sleepy? Why aren't you sleeping yet?"
Meng Wantang yawned and said, "Isn't this waiting for you? If I fall asleep, you will definitely be very careful when you come in and see me."
He always thinks about things from other people's perspectives.
"Anyway, I'll just go to sleep after taking a shower." Lu Qingye said as he leaned over and pressed down.
Meng Wantang retreated nervously, only to find that she had no way to retreat.
"No...didn't you say you were going to sleep? What are you doing?"
Lu Qingye reached out and took a newspaper from the other side of the table, then leaned on the bed and said to her with a smile: "I'll read the newspaper for a while before going to bed."